ALL THOSE THINGS ABOVE

I looked for guidance, strength and all those other things,
Only to find myself later broken in tears
Face in my hands,

Wondering where each storm is coming from,
Seeming so endless, reaching far beyond the furthest star;

I prayed for guidance, strength and all those things above,
As prayer was the only thing I knew could get me through;

And there before me, as so many times before,
I find guidance, strength and all those things above.

Before me, I saw you.

God gave me you,
My guidance, strength and all those things above;

I knew that no matter how tough things may get,
God has placed you in my life to guide me, strengthen me,
And all those things above.

God has blessed me with an guardian angel.

The most perfect one for me!!

MISTAKEN ME

Here's something I wrote about a year or so back;

When I cry,
I'm seen as being over sensitive;
When I'm quiet,
I'm asked what's wrong now again;

When I'm being myself;
It's frowned upon at times as being childish,
When something makes me unhappy or down,
I'm over reacting and too emotional;

When I show interest or ask,
It's none of my business,
When I don't share by talking about things in my life,
I'm rude and secretive;

Being lovable should be done not being clingy;
Some TLC is regarded as being needy;

Some consideration asked for how I feel or being affected by something,
Is being selfish, inconsiderate wanting everything to revolve around me.
So I should stop being a bitch by speaking my mind, and show some support.

Maybe I should just turn to stone and have a heart of ice!!!

Once we believe in the unseen, what we see is unbelievable.

Once we believe in the unseen, what we see is unbelievable.

We all know the saying: "Seeing is believing", right?

How much do we really believe it? There's how many things we see that are just either too good to be true, or just has that "No ways. Impossible" thing to it.

I don't live by the saying "seeing is believing". I choose to believe that there is good in every person, situation, life and the world we live in. It is up to us to see it, and only then will we believe it.
Choose to be happy no matter what. It sure took me a while to get that one mastered, but I chose not to let other people stand in the way of my happiness. I chose not to let their actions get me down and depro for days on end.
Why should that bitch at work ruin your day and make you hate going to work? Your boyfriend, hubby or fiance's insensitivity to your feelings make you feel even more depro?
Why allow others to make you feel like your emotional hour, that you have no reason to be depro other than maybe just wanting to be held for 5 seconds, mean any less than when someone died?

Its our feelings. We have a right to be emo or depro and cry for no reason. Laugh about it later, but for now, stuff them all for not giving you that hug just for not knowing what's gotten into you.

Find your self-worth. Be who you want to be. Be free. Believe in yourself and be happy.

See the beautiful person you are. Know how and what makes you unique and accept it. Accept yourself.
Once you start believing in the unseen person inside of you that you have been hiding, you'll be amazed at how unbelievable happy you will be.

I'm not saying that nothing or no one will be able to upset you and maybe even get you all in tears, not at all. But don't stand in the shadow of unhappiness caused by others coz they don't value or take your feelings in consideration.

GO BE HAPPY